I picked you out 
Of a crowd and talked to you. 
Said I liked your shoes, 
You said, "Thanks, Can I follow you?" 

So it's up the stairs, 
And out of view. No prying eyes. 
I poured some wine. 
I asked your name; 
You asked the time. 

Now it's two o'clock. 
The club is closed, 
We are up the block. 
Your hands are on me, 
Pressing hard against your jeans, 
Your tongue in my mouth, 
Trying to keep the words from coming out, 
You didn't care to know 
Who else may have been you before. 

I want a lover I don't have to love, 
I want a girl who's too sad to give a fuck. 
Where's the kid with the chemicals? 
I thought he said to meet him here, 
But I'm not sure. 
I've got the money 
If you've got the time. 
You said, "It feels good." 
I said "I'll give it a try." 

Then my mind went dark, 
We both forgot where your car was parked. 
Let's just take the train. 
I'll meet up with the band in the morning 

Bad actors, with bad habits... 
Some sad singers, they just play tragic. 
And the phone is ringing, 
And the van is leaving 
Let's just keep touching, 
Let's just keep...keep singing 

I want a lover I don't have to love, 
I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk. 
Where's the kid with the chemicals? 
I got a hunger and I can't seem to get full. 
I need some meaning I can memorize. 
The kind I have always seems to slip my mind. 

But you, but you... 

You write such pretty words, 
But life's no storybook. 
Love's an excuse to get hurt. 
And to hurt. 
Do you like to hurt? 
I do, I do. 
Then hurt me, 
Then hurt me, 
Then hurt me... 



So Hi.My name is Kara...I dont know how i got 

pulled into this world of writing words?I mean i guess 

i can try anything once right?..i just spilled spaghetti all over 

my keyboard.no actually that never happenned i made that up..

what an unfourtunate mishap.Um if i have anything to tell you..

.Trust no one..everyone except a select few ppl suck.

..everyone is fake and ..liars..and you should not trust anyone..God..

....ppl are fake..um...today i found out that ppl like to tell things so they 

can get attention and they feel as if if they tell someone juicy gossip theyll 

like you better? look .they are only nice to you bc u tell them things.Ass...

anyways..im cold and ....depressed so im going to go and do what I do..ill

 get back to you when I figure out what it is that i do.O right.....I...sleep and ....um..throw my life away.how could i forget;)...Later..

OH AND GOD PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME WITH THIS THING.I AM LOST